I guess this is what happens when you have a soul that’s actively seeking new adventures at every corner the sunlight touches but get restricted: you feel like dying. Feeling hopeless is going to bed at night and wishing you don’t wake up the next day, because waking up means another hellish time while acting like everything’s okay. Sometimes you cry and let the pain out, and that makes you feel slightly comforted; Sometimes, you’re just out of energy to cry or react. What they said is true: money can’t buy you happiness. I’m so blessed to have a job I really love, something almost everybody doesn’t have. But my wings are tied - I’ll never have freedom for as long as my parents are here. No matter how much money I have, I can never be myself. I can never do the things I truly love. Everyday, I feel suffocated. Everyday, I wish I don’t exist, just so I don’t have to stress over issues. It’s true, family can be toxic. And right now, I’m just waiting to pull the trigger and end this pain, because I can no longer tolerate this life anymore. - - - - - - - - #travel #travelguide #travelphotography #traveling #travelling #traveler #traveller #travelgram #travelholic #travels #malacca #traveloftheday #quoteoftheday #feelings #traveldeeper #picoftheday #potd #outfit #ootd #outfitinspo #traveloutfit #fashion #holiday #vacation #instagood #instatravel #travelinspiration

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